in loving memory...

ok , i'm back after the move and just getting reconnected online after 2 weeks....anyways, this entry will be a little tough, but it is worth it for my Charlie Brown, my pitt bull    the day i moved, Charlie died on me     i won't go into the details of his death for it was horrific   and mostly i want to make a Loving entry just for him    Charlie is running the streets of heaven now, well maybe    i've been feeling his spirit with me ever since that day   maybe he's watchin out for me right now    anyways, i miss him    it's the not the same without him here greeting me with his Big Smile every day    nor the nightly adventures of fighting over the covers at bedtime   yes Charlie and i would fight over the covers   if i didn't have two blankets, he'd always hog the blanket    i'd be all nice and comfy under the covers only for him to curl them up just for him leaving me with nothin, literally nothin on me    and if he didn't do it right when i got in bed, i'd wake up in the middle of the nite without covers freezin my little butt off    i miss him running up and down the house playing tag with my other dogs after coming in from outside all day    he'd run full force between the living room and the bedroom doing a flying landing on my couch at least a dozen times every day   it always tickled me    i miss him barking at me once i drove up in the driveway   he wouldn't stop barking until i brought him in the house   not that i really miss it, but i have noticed there are no Charlie Brown 'markings' all over the house leaving his trail everywhere, not much but definitely a 'mark'    i miss him walking, literally, all over me with his 70lb pure muscle body while i'd be sitting on the couch or laying in bed   or he'd sit on my chest, even my face he would try   just busy being all over me wanting attention, smiling his Big Smile no matter what    Charlie gave me a lot of Love, Joy, and Laughter like no other dog did   he is one special dog, on earth as he is in heaven    i had him cremated and a special urn made for him   brought him home yesterday and he's still heavy...lol    but my Charlie Brown went out his way   he was being himself as usual    I love you Charlie Brown   you will always be with me wherever i am    your name is also tattoo'd on my right wrist  when you're ready to move on to heaven, you're free to do so    i know you're safe now and in God's loving arms.....  

p.s.   some very Good news coming in the next entry....right now it's dinner time...cya soon!