Friday, June 30, 2006
Thursday, June 29, 2006
the ongoingness of the reflections of my life continue each day unfolds each day i awaken to a new message just yesterday i heard that inner voice say "you cannot escape the black in you" which i knew was the darkside within me i suppose we all have that dark side about us what mine is completely i have yet to know i think the dark side is just another part of llife, a part of each of us to be revealed to us at some point in our lives what that consists of is individualistic, personal to one self but it is all right....today my message was this morn, "you're a good soldier" odd, but not really, that my life seems to be the equation of that it began in childhood as my father i swear treated us like soldiers and we had to reply yes sir, yes ma'am then i went into the Air Force for 6yrs plus 3yrs guard duty, then there was the Postal Service for 20yrs yep you had to be a good soldier in the p.o. they prefer veterans just for that so all my life i've been a soldier i guess my life's calling now the future is untold, but i will always be that soldier Life's duty calls, and i will answer......i'm curious what my Spirit will continue to teach me about myself it feels so good to finally have some insight....
O my Spirit, fire in my soul
that allows my life,
that allows my thought,
that moves my body
and quickens my joy,
I worship you, I adore you.
I invite you to govern my life,
Of the mystery in my book,
I've known not,'
but I beseech you
with all my might
that you bring forth
my unknown destiny,
for yearn I,
Spirit of my being,
to know all,
to live without end,
to be empowered.
Of this I desire,
my beloved Spirit.
So be it.
thank you Ramtha for your prayers!
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
Monday, June 26, 2006
Wimbledon the greatest tennis tournament there ever was, or is that just the hype any tennis is great by me my second Love in sports this is my farewell to Andre Agassi i will sorely miss you you have been a bright spot in tennis for years now your exuberance in play, your dazzling smile and that pierced ear will not be forgotten o those matches with Pete Sampras are unforgettable, yet you prevailed anyways but yes there is life other than sports more adventures and family time to experience in one's lifetime thank you Andre for your uniqueness that you brought to this sport and the world!
Saturday, June 24, 2006
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Saturday, June 17, 2006
mechanic 2 plumber tis was my day o boy pink dyke at it again i guess i made it to the dyke world (tee hee) anyways, it wasn't the battery regarding my bike thanks to Brian's help at the service department, i figured out it was the starter relay i had to check the fuse and the starter relay to see what was up i took the starter relay out and ordered another part it'll take a week to get in, but it'll cost nothing for me to install, i'll be doin that part well guess i'll get my house cleaned since my bike is sittin o well gotta do it sometime....
once my mechanic duties were over with the bike this morn, i joined Cindy at her house for plumbing work think i got there about noon and just got home @ 8:15pm we were installling automatic sprinkler systems in her lawn now the sprinklers all already installed we changed it from a manual valve to an automatic timed valves there was a lot to it i did the digging and some sawing pipes and gofer for anymore parts needed Cindy pieced it all together which is what she wanted to do her mother assisted in the planning and watering development at the end of the day C & i were covered in dirt head to toe but we did finish just in time to get lottery tickets good luck to us all!
Friday, June 16, 2006
an adventure i'm on back into the Lord of the Rings i have yet to read those books except the prelude, The Hobbit i need an adventurous reading right now i've been studying much spiritual enlightenment but some of the best lessons in life is learning them thru simple pleasures it is Ramtha mentioning these books in one of his works that i rememberd i have the books yet to be read i hope this adventure will not only enlighten me again, but ignite in me creativity with words again i was remembering just the other day that before my illness took major hold of me years ago, i used to write more creatively i miss that and would love for that to return so i'm off with Frodo...my kids play at my feet....Tiger is still struggling in his tournament....and my bike awaits me
after i came home yesterday, i got to reconnect to Rob an online chattin buddy of mine we haven't chatted in months, but that's ok he's a young (30) air force man we used to chat several times a week for about a year or two then his life came together for him he's headed to pj school this weekend he bought him a house and got married I'm sooo happy for him! he struggled for awhile there, but he's a good man (wished he was older...lol) anyways, it was great hearing from him again
then a few moments later, Tjnya called don't remember if i told you but she moved to Illinois that's right i think i did for i have her Tabbou anyways, it was good to hear from her i'd been thinking about her a lot lately, as she with me Andre her eldest son ended up in Illinois with her Marlo who other son is headed to Germany july 2d-he's in the Army Marlo is whom i bought my bike from apparently he misses it a lot but he can come ride anytime Tjnya's doin good in her small town country home just her fit she's still work 6days a week, 10hr days but that was the norm for her here if not more so such is the life of the p.o. it was great to see her must be the week to catch up with everyone first Danny, now these two Life is good! real good!
...and one more person, my son Kyle he finally called last nite after not hearing from him for a couple weeks he's trying to get into Airborne School within the Army i hope he makes it i hope he makes the Army a career, but he's not lookin at that right now but time could change his mind we'll see if not he wants to come back home here i gather he considers this his home now which i appreciate he's got good potential i just hope he develops it while in the Army...
Thursday, June 15, 2006
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
first and most importantly, i saw Danny today for the first time in a year he was my co-worker who went back to Iraq he just returned in April and i saw him down the street as i was headed to work it was great to see him he looks good, seems very happy, and is estatic to be home i got his phone number and will hook up with him later (he was delivering mail when i saw him) it was sooo great to see him again the war has mellowed him a bit and he's grown up some more Thanks Danny for serving our country!
now, this evening Cindy & I went to the ballpark C can't stand the heat and of course she wood notice the temp of 92degrees it didn't seem that bad to me, but i just recently learned she had heat stroke when she was a kid so she's very sensitive to the heat anyways, despite the warm temp, we had a good time we got to harass each other despite a losing effort by our 'Topes a live ballgame is far more appealing than watchin it on tv there are more games in the future and i already have my tickets let's hope it cools down so Cindy can continue to go with....
Sunday, June 11, 2006
Saturday, June 10, 2006
O my beloved Spirit, my mighty Spirit,
Omnipotent One, you who are filled
with the power of heaven and Earth,
fill me with your power.
O my Spirit, fill me with your manifested kingdom,
that I may be a vessel to bring forth
that which is unseen in heaven, to subdue that which
is seen on Earth.
Manifest for me my daily food, that I may live
to know my guilt, my doubt, my sorrow,
and then realize the truth.
O mighty Spirit, do not allow me to be tempted.
Protect me from all that would persuade me.
And manifest through me God divine.
So say I
So be it.
this is a prayer comparitive somewhat to the Lord's Prayer, however it does even more today i needed a prayer every day i need a prayer as i continue my spiritual journey this will be my daily prayer Ramtha is a great spiritual teacher he gives you the tools to return back to God and the Divine within ourselves this is one of the tools use it if you like and know you will awaken...
Tuesday, June 6, 2006
Monday, June 5, 2006
well "whoa!" was somethin' lil man Kameron kept saying whenever he saw somethin' well he didn't see this aquarium my father and Jo Ann (stepmother) took me to but here are some photos from a beautiful aquarium with just about everything in it (and my father and stepmother are in the pics) there was a butterfly garden where the butterflies were contained by flying around i captured of few of them then there were the parrots, but most of all were fishes and alligators and turtles and such in the water it was at least a 3 story building and well worth the trip located in Chattanooga, TN......now more photos coming of the kids they'll be posted in two segments one for Sea World, the other Disney i took over 300 pics on my vacation ain't life grand!
p.s. the turtle shell on the wall is as tall as the wall...