alas, i'm able to get on aol    i'm at the library again and initially it was like internet explorer was not working properly   i was trying to do kyle's taxes and it too kept showing 'page cannot be displayed'   but i am here for a moment   a bit tired, but breathing   in a couple days kyle will be shipping out for active duty Army   his time has arrived finally   i worry as to whether he'll do alright there, but i'm saying my prayers he'll make it through   i only recently recognized he has some confusion to work out, but time will take care of it, or at least most   i hope he recognizes one day that this is one of the best things he has done for himself in life   i hope he gets more out of the military than i did and i gained much    he still desires to go to Iraq, but maybe life will take care of that too   i support him no matter what his decision   for now, he'll be going to Hawaii via Ft Leonardwood for processing   he's suppose to be in Hawaii for 3yrs   maybe he'll make the military a career   it will all come down to how he is shaped by the Army as well as his own personal growth   he'll find himself regardless and know eventually what direction he desires in life   for now i just want him to enjoy himself   God only knows what's before him    ....in the meantime, i'm wrapping up one class at church this thursday and will begin another today    thursday i wrap up Self Mastery, today i begin again A Course in Miracles   right now in this moment i'd love to take a hike   Jimmy and I need one yesterday   it's been a week since we've been out   for one reason or another we haven't been able to hit those trails   class is noon-1:30   once it's over, we'll be in the mountains   i need the fresh air, the solitude so badly at the moment   only a few hours away ...