red rag top...

... I can't remember who I was, back then  Well you do what you do and you pay for your sins   And there's no such thing as what mightve  Been, that's a waste of time, drive you outta your mind...

was out at the park watchin the game with my ex from a decade ago   it was a wonderful nite at the old ballpark, fireworks at the end   but after all these years we are still friends and it was good to see her no matter back when   it was good to see her since about 2yrs now   although we have spoken on the phone we just hadn't gotten around to meetin up til now   all is well with her and her family   she's a major family woman  always has been, always will    but the words forementioned from Tim McGraw's song reflect myself over a decade ago    i have no regrets   i was young and dumb and lots to learn about myself   and i don't wonder what mightve been   it is a waste of time   there's no lookin back   it is what it is, friendship    we both talked about not desiring a relationship now with anyone   i just laughed    funny how life takes its own course at times    i'm wondering where my journey lies ahead    sail my ship until no end.....