Saturday, July 19, 2008

dark places...

   so, it's 11pm saturday nite   day after a full moon   i haven't been home long from the new job..soon it'll be just the job....i screwed up the count on the register tonite, but right now i don't care   lesson learned   it would have been better to have waited for the graveyard person, but i was anxious to leave and she was late   thinking the other new woman knew how to close out the "bank", i started the process and did it wrong   o well, will get it right the next time   it was only my second time on the "bank"   register one covers the vault and i was on it tonite   anyways, the assistant manager will straighten out the paper work in the morn, or so i was told   i just don't like doing that   i like to know how to do it and do it right   o well, i'll call Jess the assistant tomorrow or wait til i work with her again on wednesday nite    i've learned that there's no going home early on the afternoon shift   the graveyard people come in at the last minute or late   gotta get used to it  i've been spoiled by the mall and leaving on time, all the time   not at the new job  o well, life goes on.....

anyways, so i came home and have been winding down on the computer   went thru the deviantart website and found the above photo   it's called Dark Places by *gmesh   anyways, i was expecting tonite at work to be busy as hell, but totally the opposite   there was a thunderstorm this afternoon and i guess it scared everyone away   lightening struck twice near the store and all electrical went out both times   that was the  highlight of the shift really   gray clouds remained for the rest of the day and the above photo best depicts how i feel at the moment   but alas, feelings are only temporary and this too will pass   it's all an adventure for more growth and expansion whether we want it or not    actually down deep i feel pretty good, there's just this dreary feeling lingering after today's weather...think i'll have a bowl of cereal and see if i can get to sleep   if not, maybe there's something on tv for awhile   i had a Monster Energy drink at work this evening   last time i did that, i was awake for quite awhile   but tomorrow i don't have to be anywhere, so i can sleep as late as need be...until another day...

2 comments:

ksquester said...

I KNOW you and YOU are honest.    Anne

sunnyside46 said...

and there is always another day
this too shall pass
Marti