i faced the closed doors, locked and no audible sounds i was surprised to find them locked tonight it was the first nite for another church class i was late half hour to be exact i knocked but no one heard i was sooo disappointed but will soon learn why? they were locked i hope it was a mistake i left a message on Rev Jennie's home phone so she can call be about the class she's teaching the class and i was lookin forward to learning more from my mentor i just hope it wasn't a sign that i'm not suppose to take this class i'll know soon ....in the meantime, i'm back to the grind at work grind = working overtime 10+hr days sometimes walking 8 of those hours UGH! well only because i need the dough, but my body is aging and i felt a change in my momentum a couple months ago it was the same change i felt at 35 when you're doin a walkin route daily 5-6times a week plus some, it is very wearing the men must be able to endure longer this year we had a 63 yr old guy who did a walking route daily at a 'fast' pace i don't know how he did it i'd like to be able to last that long on a walking route, but......we'll see i'm still hopin for an early retirement....anyhow, now i sit and my body doesn't move as i said, i'm back to the g...r...i...n...d
affirmation of the day: On Letting Go
Nothing is ever lost in the Universe. That which is mine returns to me. I release my hold on life so that it can flow freely. I release my hold on things so they can be in their right place. If something does not return I know there is something better for me ahead. I prepare to receive my greatest good now as I let go in order to receive.
in the near future i'll write more on my spirituality....God bless....take care