i sit quietly , resting contemplating and i need to study yet at the moment my mind is on my conversation with James this evening i had to call i needed questions answered mostly just to know what happened back in november when he cut me totally off from his life....he's back now only a few weeks ago...but finally we are at an understanding i had hurt him unknowingly, but mostly everyone around him was hurting him he and i really misunderstood each other regarding a money issue, but all is well now neither of us are angry with the other and tho we will never be together as lovers or husband & wife, we are friends and love each other deeply i've learned in the past few weeks since his return, he is a complex man i know we all have our complexities, but i think because he's dying of cancer adds to his i've learned greatly from this relationship with him for one, there are men like minded as i when it comes to relationships and beliefs our life the simple pleasures we most treasure he's a beautiful man inside and out i'll treasure him forever.....for now i will be there for him anyway i can , and he the same with me although he's in Houston, TX and i here in New Mexico.....i will meet him one day hopefully this summer with the trip to Ft Worth to see some family i think Houston is only 4hrs away from there I will pray that all the money will come together for this to happen........God Bless him with all the love he so deserves!
affirmation for the day: When I am having difficulties seeing the answers I need, I open my heart and mind to Infintie Wisdom. Within me are the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom of all time, for the Infinite is within. I call upon it and it always answers. I am never without the guidance and wisdom I need.
Infinte can mean God.