Monday, September 22, 2008
1 down..5 to go
ok i just wanna bitch a little first it's 10:30pm and i just took my meds for the night that means i'm up til 1 or 2 in the morn again dammit and so what is my bitch work but 1 nite down, 5 more workin nites to go it'll go by fast, but i'm not sure fast enough tonite i worked with another woman i heard rumor she was not of the workin kind well she lived up to the rumor for sure then on top of that, bitchy customers n the store i realized recently this is like an abusive relationship this was the final reason for deciding to get the job at church i mean customers come in with the bitchiest mood and just dump on you and i gotta stand there and take it? NO THANK YOU!!! i swear i get bitchier every time i work there nowadays and if it's not the customers using foul language quite often, it's my fellow co-workers cursin' up a storm themselves ok, i didn't even have this at the p.o. we didnt' allow it not only did management not allow it, but we co-workers would not allow our peers to get out of hand we'd hush it out before the person got carried away i've noticed for a month now how my own attitudes have deteriorated how i've been cursin more than usual..and i don't curse but once in a blue moon...i also want to drink beer more often myself smoke more i'm easily irritated and on and on and so forth you get the picture so for my well being, i'm headed to the church thank goodness!!!....so enough is enough of abusive customers and fellow co-workers it's the pits!!! ok, first thing in the morn i'm goin hikin' it's been a few weeks and i pray the fresh air cleans out my head from all this drama at the store they don't pay me enough to stay there and i doubt there'd be enough money to keep me, except maybe a million dollars annually...lol so anyways, thank j-land friends for lettin me get this crap off my chest!