sunday nite

Listen to the Exhortation of the Dawn!
Look to this Day!
For it is Life, the very Life of Life.
In its brief course lie all the
Verities and Realities of your Existence.
The Bliss of Growth,
The Glory of Action,
The Splendor of Beauty;
For Yesterday is but a Dream,
And To-morrow is only a Vision;
But To-day well lived makes
Every Yesterday a Dream of Happiness,
And every Tomorrow a Vision of Hope.
Look well therefore to this Day!
Such is the Salutation of the Dawn! -Kalidasa

well i sit eatin'  my ice cream   chocolate   always does the body good:-)    it's been a busy short day, although i would have liked to lounge around as i did yesterday    yesterday just before i went to work, i got nauseated-ugh    thought sure i was goin' 2 lose my lunch   i got 2 work  stayed 15-20mins and left   too much stress for the week   just couldn't hang being there   so i came home  laid down on the couch and was out like a light   once i woke, i just vegged in front of the tv   i felt better, but not that much better..then i slept for 12hrs last nite, waking at 10:30 this morn   goodness   hadn't done that in a very long time, or so it seems   just too busy this week    need to chill out again and take it easy

anyways, so once awake this morn and after the mornin brew, i hooked up with Marsha   we had lunch then off we went to Wally World to shop for things like toilettries and dog food   we also found Halloween t-shirts for Madison   i bought the shirt, she bought pants to match   we're both missing Madison badly right now   needless to say, Diana moved out of Marsha's house and of course taking Madison with her   I know it's harder on Marsha right now, but i sure do miss Madison....anyways, it was a fun time shoppin...

so then it was off to a bbq with Jesse....the original plan today was to shampoo my carpet and spend time with Jesse  needless to say, the carpet got put on hold for a couple more days.....so off Jesse and i went to my brother Stephen's bbq   he invited me last nite   it was an opportunity for me to get out and return his bicycle to him at the same time    i figured i needed to relax among people for awhile   well we get there and i soon remembered that if i don't know people in a social setting, i don't talk much  even Jesse asked if i had fell asleep   i knew  a few people, but just wasn't into striking up a conversation much   it's been awhile since i've been out meeting new people   i'm fine among my own friends, but strangers are a different story except at church   i know, go figure   guess it wasn't in my comfort zone   we only stayed a couple hours   the cool desert air was coming in and i started to get the sniffles again   i forgot to take a light jacket or sweatshirt   Stephen loaned me his, but it was too small   anyways, so i took Jesse home...now a note   i did take my camera to take Jesse's pic, but forgot about it until it was dark outside   Stephen didn't have enough lighting and Jesse is Creole with the appearance of a black man   he would not have shown up in the photos   so another day i'll get his photo and post here....hmmm, maybe i'm just into hanging with my close friends nowadays, in lieu of meeting a lot of new people   i heard that's what we do as we grow older   could be   time will tell   it was a good day anyways   i'm just feelin tired from workin' so much   that too will becoming to a close   just another week, maybe a half too, then i'm off to the church   but' the extra hours is paying off to make the transition in jobs much easier financially   It's all good   just really learning what i can and can't do anymore.....