Listen to the Exhortation of the Dawn!
Look to this Day!
For it is Life, the very Life of Life.
In its brief course lie all the
Verities and Realities of your Existence.
The Bliss of Growth,
The Glory of Action,
The Splendor of Beauty;
For Yesterday is but a Dream,
And To-morrow is only a Vision;
But To-day well lived makes
Every Yesterday a Dream of Happiness,
And every Tomorrow a Vision of Hope.
Look well therefore to this Day!
Such is the Salutation of the Dawn! -Kalidasa
well i sit eatin' my ice cream chocolate always does the body good:-) it's been a busy short day, although i would have liked to lounge around as i did yesterday yesterday just before i went to work, i got nauseated-ugh thought sure i was goin' 2 lose my lunch i got 2 work stayed 15-20mins and left too much stress for the week just couldn't hang being there so i came home laid down on the couch and was out like a light once i woke, i just vegged in front of the tv i felt better, but not that much better..then i slept for 12hrs last nite, waking at 10:30 this morn goodness hadn't done that in a very long time, or so it seems just too busy this week need to chill out again and take it easy
anyways, so once awake this morn and after the mornin brew, i hooked up with Marsha we had lunch then off we went to Wally World to shop for things like toilettries and dog food we also found Halloween t-shirts for Madison i bought the shirt, she bought pants to match we're both missing Madison badly right now needless to say, Diana moved out of Marsha's house and of course taking Madison with her I know it's harder on Marsha right now, but i sure do miss Madison....anyways, it was a fun time shoppin...
so then it was off to a bbq with Jesse....the original plan today was to shampoo my carpet and spend time with Jesse needless to say, the carpet got put on hold for a couple more days.....so off Jesse and i went to my brother Stephen's bbq he invited me last nite it was an opportunity for me to get out and return his bicycle to him at the same time i figured i needed to relax among people for awhile well we get there and i soon remembered that if i don't know people in a social setting, i don't talk much even Jesse asked if i had fell asleep i knew a few people, but just wasn't into striking up a conversation much it's been awhile since i've been out meeting new people i'm fine among my own friends, but strangers are a different story except at church i know, go figure guess it wasn't in my comfort zone we only stayed a couple hours the cool desert air was coming in and i started to get the sniffles again i forgot to take a light jacket or sweatshirt Stephen loaned me his, but it was too small anyways, so i took Jesse home...now a note i did take my camera to take Jesse's pic, but forgot about it until it was dark outside Stephen didn't have enough lighting and Jesse is Creole with the appearance of a black man he would not have shown up in the photos so another day i'll get his photo and post here....hmmm, maybe i'm just into hanging with my close friends nowadays, in lieu of meeting a lot of new people i heard that's what we do as we grow older could be time will tell it was a good day anyways i'm just feelin tired from workin' so much that too will becoming to a close just another week, maybe a half too, then i'm off to the church but' the extra hours is paying off to make the transition in jobs much easier financially It's all good just really learning what i can and can't do anymore.....