i just cancelled....

i JUST cancelled my trip to the Grand Canyon   a financial wrench just hit me today   won't go into details, but i hate bills   i'd rather focus on gettin a few bills paid before i go to the canyon   plus i was really uncomfortable with George and my conditioning at the moment    i really don't think 2 months will get us into the shape we need to be   he's going to go anyways IF i can get the permit changed in his name   it's in my name   he had already found another woman to go with him yesterday   maybe i wasn't feelin' all that comfortable about going with George  nothing personal, but i kept gettin the feelin he really doesn't know how tough this trip will be    i recognized just how much i'm out of shape, and he not be as serious as we need to be for the trip wasn't helping much    anyways with this financial wrench today, i knew immediately to postpone this for sure   now i' can just get back into shape slowly but surely   i'll keep the workout during the winter as well  will shoot for the spring, april or may, to go to the canyon   plus it'll be warmer   it's already cooler than usual here right now   i'm guessing it's going to be a cold winter like last year and it came in beginning in November   anyways, it's all good   i actually feel relief   i will go somewhere soon for a nice bike ride   so much happening right now anyways   the job transition again and then practitioner class starting in another week   the class doesn't start, but there's a 3 week preview we are required to attend  i'm ready to settle into winter already i think   for now, i'll settle in front of the tv watchin tennis....until laterz...hugz