Wednesday, November 16, 2005

middle of november

alas, i'm back again....my internet cable line got chewed by Jasmine so i've been out of function for awhile    so what is there to tell since last week?   nothing and everything i suppose    first i'm a little numb at the moment   today's news on my health wasn't that great   my mental health is fine, now it's female issues   i actually got the news a couple days ago, but today was the day i was facing it a bit    a couple months ago i had an abnormal pap   now there's one more test to check if i have the big C or not   as long as i don't think about it, i'm ok   the appointment hasn't even been scheduled yet, but all in time i'd say....and over the weekend, i gave up 2 dogs here   both went to different rescue places and if not placed already, will be    i chose to hang onto Charlie and Jimmy    Max and Jasmine are gone    although jasmine is kyle's dog, kyle hasn't been here for a couple weeks nor has he been caring for her much    so i took it upon myself to find her a better place   the only way to hold onto jasmine was giving up one more of my dogs, which i couldn't do   it was hard as hell to give up either dog, but it was necessary so i can find a home for us other 3    as far as i can tell, kyle no longer lives here   at least for now    he's hangin with his army GI buddies and that's where he needs to be    i hope all is going well with him for i haven't heard from him much since he's been gone   i know he's fine and he needs to be doing his own life   i just still think of him daily wondering if i'll hear from him....in the meantime, class is on break for a week this next week    just what i need too   so many distractions from it lately i haven't been able to focus as much on it    i did get my class project completed and presented it last nite    now i can truly relax for the remainder of the class and enjoy    just do my readings and learn more   the parables are teaching me actually more than i ever imagined    i'm going to stay in touch with Rod our instructor once the class is finished so i can learn more on the bible.....and the latest on my house, it finally goes on the market this friday/saturday   all repairs will be done manana   my realtor is a perfectionist   she wants everything looking like a model home   i had no idea when i called her a couple months ago she would be so meticulous    it's almost over   now for a quick sale and i'll be one happy camper.....last but not least, i finally get to see my friend Steph manana   i haven't seen her in about 4mos or longer    it'll be good to catch up and see her......now, i need some quiet time to soak in some more this recent health issue    i'lll keep you posted    i'm saying a prayer it turns out to be nothing but a virus....

2 comments:

jmorancoyle said...

    I'm saying a prayer for you, too. Be positive though. You don't know that this is the big C until someone says so. It could be anything and to worry about it will do you no good at all. I'm really sorry to hear about Jasmine and Max. I'll say a prayer for them, too. Hopefully they'll find a good home. Good luck, Karen.
Jude
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delela1 said...

Ten years ago I had mine come back abnormal as well.  More tests showed it was precancerous cells, and the doc immediately dealt with it.  Today, all is well.

Karen you are in my prayers.  Stay positive, all will be well for you...
Dona