Sunday, August 7, 2005

another day

just another sunday   not too much to it   did a little mixin and pourin concrete for patch work  Jasmine and my kids settled down a little more with each other   she loves Max and he allows her to do anything including chew on his tail    she lays at my feet for the moment   i think her spot will be here under the computer desk   ....for now 'Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets' is on tv   a good reality change and to lighten my mind after reading more of my spiritual book   i was gettin too serious minded   the book is good, but i realized i didn't need to read thru all of it   picked up the main points at the end   the main idea of the book of spiritual journey i recently realized myself   it was good to have it reiterated by another   one point at the book is about ordinariness  it summed up what i needed most, to remember i'm ordinary just as others    the more i'm compassionate and understanding with myself, the easier it is to extend that to others   recently i realized i had done something really Stupid, but i got to the heart of why i did   now i can , and have, embraced what i've done and know what i must do to correct my course   i must have patience with myself and change my thinking in handling this matter   although i understand my actions to an extent, i'm wondering if there is more to it all   i will not try to make too much of it, but i'm always so hard on myself   that too must change   time can heal but also my discipline again will assist greatly in the process...for now, i'll enjoy a light adventure with Harry Potter..tomorrow is another day...

2 comments:

ksquester said...

I think it is great you are reading Harry Potter.  Don't over-analyze yourself. You are just fine!!!    Anne

delela1 said...

It's so easy to take things too seriously.  Its good you realize that, sometimes we often don't.  Yes, keep it light, there is a balance.  Glad to hear Jasmine is settling in.  :)
Dona