....and so my intuition told me this morn i even discussed it with Rev Jennie and she agreed this is when creativity is around so now i perceive my life as chaotic well my finances are anyways and i discussed with Rev Jennie why we sabotage ourselves then feel like failure something i already knew but thought she might shed some more light on the matter we have a belief(s) within ourselves which keeps us setting up the same things over and over again we first must become aware that we have a pattern then look inside ourselves for what our beliefs are she recommended writing them down complete an unfinished sentence regarding the subject allow it to flow from you it will show itself after discovering what we're stuck in, we then change our thoughts/beliefs regarding it by consciously working on it so, i have some work to do i know my financial beliefs originate in childhood i need & want to get to the bottom of it all so i won't do this again i deserve happiness no matter what form it comes in i started actually workin on it a bit while driving home making some notes this will be a good challenge something worthwhile to work on other than work....
in the meantime, back at the ranch Charlie is finally playing with Jasmine she's been barking up a raucous the past few days and Charlie finally returned the favor she didn't know how to take it at first then he got her into a tug of war over a toy bear he was so gentle with her tha'ts my Charlie, my Not ferocious pitt they've been playing ever since as she gets bigger i figure Jimmy may play with her too maybe Max, but Max is the oldest and really mellow for now it's nice she has a playmate other than my feet...
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