Sunday, July 24, 2005
Congrats Lance!
Way to Go Lance! his seventh straight Tour de France title what an awesome feat i was hoping he could do it, but you never know what surprises may come during the race good luck with your future Lance.....well i sit this morn with my coffee wondering what my future will be yesterday i was asking myself where my place in life really is the question arose before but i haven't really contemplated it definitely will give it some thought now for the moment life is with the p.o., but i'd rather be doing something else a little more worthwhile the job has fullfilled its purpose and now i'm ready for a new challenge or something i'm ready for a new life but it must be filled with more people this time around i spend a lot of time alone, not intentionally but it happens as a postal letter carrier you're out on the route all day by yourself seeing people on occasion then i come home and just chill for the evening reading, journaling, listening to music or watchin a tidbit of tv my activities i enjoy for fun only require myself in doing them unless i can find someone to enjoy them with me like hiking, photography, camping and such i must remind myself it's been a very long journey dealing with my illness, mostly by myself well maybe all by myself i miss being with people but don't know yet where i'll be hooking up with them i may get more involved with church, but i do plan to work for the DAV (disabled american veterans) which i will get contact with people regularly my therapist and psychriatrist are always concerned with me spending so much time alone i understand that, but my life the last decade has been alone also in part, i just haven't met the right people to socialize with i know that time will come, but sometimes it isn't soon enough i'll find my place in life i'm looking forward to the journey one step at a time, one leg at a time....Life is still Good
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I'm so happy he won. Sometimes I think we're better off alone than spending time with the wrong people. In the meantime, just keep putting one foot in front of the other. You're doing great! ((hugs)) ~ Lori
Except for work I spend most of my time alone. I have been making an effort in the past year to leave my "comfort zone" and get out more. I agree...being alone so much is proably not healthy...but it's "safe".
Candace
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