Cindy

Another friend rediscoverd today!  YEAH!   my friend Cindy Gonzales who i haven't seen in about 2years   for months now i've been thinking about her alot and FINALLY she was home when i went to her house:-)   HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!  Cindy and I hung out together before i got seriously ill over a decade ago   Seeing her today brought back all the memories i needed to remember:-)  it was soooooo goooooooooooood to see her today    we visited for my 30min lunch today   then i called her on my way home from work and we chatted a little while   i told her i've missed her, but i needed to remember her first   the memories were in my head, but not in my heart, if you can understand that   i had memory loss due to my illness and the last decade i've been recovering from my illness and only saw her briefly a couple years ago or so    it's really been 11years since spending anytime together   but she understands   she Truly does   she has a daughter who suffers from depression and a brother and someone else she knows   seeing her today, i realized she's the missing piece of puzzle i've been lookin for ....tears roll of joy and sadness...joy for finding her again, sad for all the years i've missed out on her   but i wasn't myself the past decade either   she's here now and i'll start hangin out with her again some   we both have relationships in our lives, so we won't see each other like daily as before, but that is alright   just knowing she is here now again is all that matters to me   i finally have someone i can totally relax and be myself with again   words cannot describe the value of her friendship right now   we have a lot to catch upon and we will   i was a great surprise at her door step today  today was GREAT for both of us...she is a much needed friend i've needed for awhile now    i have my other friends, but each friendship is unique and treasured as so   each brings to me different specialities   God i am soooooooo happy right this moment!   Life is Good!   i am blessed with friends i cherish forever... thank you God for all my blessings in life   thank you for this joyous day with Cindy   thank you for summer breeze in the midst of HEAT!   this is what heaven is made of.....